Chris斯汀

i saw the prophesy of a lifetime home, love, bright room someone standing in the kitchen smiling back to me it was as real as the dream I once had of you but what if it was never meant for me growing old till death do us apart what if I was never built in that way like living is supposed to be an animal instinct carried inside me what if i tell you how quietly intentional its been to keep choosing tomorrow when everyone else seems to do it effortlessly If those are the last days of all of it im only proud how far i have come those beautiful, kind faces i think of how they found their way into my life I think of the things i left behind from my mind and heart life is good…

从拒绝用“种族”理解自己，到承认种族化经验已经深刻影响了我的表达和认同

This poem is about transformation, agency, and the moment when survival turns into choice

i always wanted to chase into the sky the ambition, the height, the thrill of leaving now i keep hearing the calling from the ocean the dark blue thousands of miles of water beneath where i cant breath it frightens me it comforts me when my body disconnects and my emotions take over there is nowhere in me to feel nowhere for my weight to land i lie in the ocean, floating looking up at the sky i cant think of anything but the temperature of the water on my skin the scary waves far away draw the boundary but I m not afraid i always remember the warm water in the great barrier reef i got excited chasing after sharks they swam so fast and that morning when high tide brought in the jellyfish suddenly i found my self…

This is a poem about depression, memory, and survival

This is a poem about depression, memory, and survival

我与K在小红书认识，我想参加她在北京做的针对女性的深度谈话的活动，她对我之前做的性别平等和酷儿活动感兴趣，我们于是约在2024最后一个夜晚一起吃饭。我们的对话是不知不觉中越发深入的，就如同K所说的，她是典型的N人，谈话过程中不断触发新的念头和感想，于是就这么聊了许久，一个接一个话…

在国内过完春节回澳洲前，打算在哪里暂时停留一下。于是选定了之前呆过一次印象非常好的清迈。上次是雨季的末尾来的，天气很好，游客不多，整个清迈小城绿绿的，安静清爽，好吃好玩又友好。国际化程度很高却没有那种旅游城市的贪婪的商业气息。这次来是二月初，清晨还比较冷，需要外套。

當我走在這裡的每一條街道，我的心似乎從來都不能平靜。除了發動機的轟鳴和電氣之音，我似乎聽到了它燭骨般的心跳。我在這裡歡笑，我在這裡哭泣，我在這裡活著，也在這裡死去，我在這裡祈禱，我在這裡迷惘，我在這裡尋找，也在這裡失去。北京，北京。 -- 汪峰

最近Class Pass真的火到没边，身边的澳洲年轻人都在用！第一次听说是办公室的一52个爱健身的澳洲女同事正在极力跟身边人推荐用class pass来预定普拉提课。好奇下载来看，免费获得52个点数试用一个月，何乐不为。什么是class pass？

悉尼大概是最适合亚洲人生活的西方城市了吧，既有作为发达移民国家的多元和自由，又不乏亚洲城市的便利。

在我人生中大概有几年都是这样的；从年头到年尾住着同一个房子；每天重复着差不多的日程；有过几次愉快的度假。2023年并不是那样的一年。

土著们在现代社会的迷失感让我强烈共鸣，难道我们不都一样吗？在庞大的现代社会里迷失自我，郁郁寡欢，随波逐流。只不过他们的迷失更明显，体现在种种社会问题里。而我们的更隐形，只有自己知道。

每天我都在想念广袤的内陆，合那些仍然在路上的对旅行上瘾的朋友们

安利一个比普通驾校好用得多的练车平台，澳洲练车界的超级猩猩

我一生中从来没有见过那么多蓝色，我不会忘记那样简单的蓝色日子。

早睡早起，规律三餐，没有网络，简单原始的海岛生活

澳洲小镇某种程度上令人羡慕，欣欣向荣，适合生活。但是同时像是被工业批量生产出来的。

再见2022

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