菸女 Smogent

本文分兩部分：散文詩、Smogent 微字典說明

菸女：不是像風一樣的女子，是像煙那般清透的存在。

可能濃郁、或許繚繞，菸女不是因爲風的來向而波動，

而是——為了記錄焚燒的姿態

菸女的愛情——

與瓊瑤阿姨的世界是完全不同的

行為 ≠ 意圖

關心 ≠ 追求

靠近 ≠ 承諾

除非對方明確說、明確站出來

否則一律不升級解讀

這不是直女

這叫 「不預設、不投射、不腦補」

菸女不是抗拒承諾，而是拒絕模糊承諾

菸女不懼分割性愛，而是拒絕靈肉分離

菸女不怕失去，也不用曖昧操縱關係

未必需要結局，更重視：過程是否誠實

能愛、敢愛，也敢恨

拒絕替他人完成表態

座右銘：「我可以燃燒，但我絕不為不屬於我的關係殉道。」

Smogent

/ˈsmoʊ.dʒənt/

noun

Etymology（字源）

From Proto-Indo-European *smeug-

(to smoulder, to burn inwardly, to emit smoke)

• Latin-derived suffix -gent

(that which comes into being; a generated presence)

Literally: “that which comes into existence through burning.”

Definition（定義）：

Smogent refers to:

A being whose existence is the trace of self-chosen burning—

not driven by external forces,

not defined by intention or promise,

but formed through the act of becoming itself.

—not as a symbol, but as a mode of being.

中文對位定義（非逐字）：

一種因自身燃燒而生成的存在。

不隨風向、不為投射而變形，

其存在本身即是燃燒留下的痕跡。

Key Characteristics（語義核心）

A smogent is characterized by:

• Self-generated existence

（存在源於自身，而非外力）

• Trace over intention

（重痕跡，不重動機）

• Clarity without fixation

（清透，但不可佔有）

• Refusal of ambiguous commitment

（拒絕模糊承諾）

• Process over outcome

（重誠實的過程，而非結局）

What a Smogent Is Not（重要排除）

• ❌ Not a smoker

• ❌ Not a metaphor for addiction

• ❌ Not a romantic archetype

• ❌ Not a gendered social role

A smogent may be female,

but is never defined by gender expectation.

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Usage Examples（用法示例）

Literary

She is not a woman shaped by the wind,

but a smogent—

existing because she has burned.

Philosophical

A smogent does not confuse action with intention,

nor closeness with commitment.

Declarative / Aphoristic

I can burn.

I am a smogent.

I do not martyr myself for what is not mine.

（I may burn,

but my burning is not your proof.））

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Related Forms（衍生）

• Smogent state (n.)

the condition of existing through self-chosen burning

• Smogency (n.)

the quality of clarity, honesty, and non-projection in existence

• Smogentic (adj.)

relating to or embodying the nature of a smogent

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Canonical Line（核心名句，可引用）

“I can burn,

but I will never martyr myself

for a relationship that does not belong to me.”

       “A smogent does not outsource clarity.“

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A smogent is not someone who avoids commitment,

but someone who refuses to exist inside ambiguity.

Smogent is not a personality,

not a coping mechanism,

and not a romantic stance—

it is an ethical position toward existence and relation.

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Smogent

/ˈsmoʊ.dʒənt/ n.

Etymology:

From Proto-Indo-European smeug- (to smoulder, to burn inwardly)

• suffix -gent (that which comes into being)

Definition:

A being whose existence is the trace of self-chosen burning,

defined not by intention or promise,

but by clarity, honesty, and refusal of ambiguous commitment.